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Monday, December 29, 2008

Best dressed!





My children are two of the best dressed little girls! I swear I was never gonna spend more money on my kids clothes then my own....I lied! I love Dillards!! You can find Roxy, Billabong, Hurley, Fox, Volcom, and all the other stuff not only in adult size but mini size too :)

And what I don't spend on them my family or Stacey does :) See Ollie's cute new coat from mama Stacey....

We are one spoiled group of girls!

LOL...Do you like Ollie's shirt?...Go Green :)

Sunday, December 28, 2008

Poor Sophie

Just so everyone knows...Sophie has been admitted to Primary Childrens for bacterial Pneumonia. she is estimated to be there the next 10 days. Please remember her and Harm in your prayers!

OUCH OUCH!




Olivia is always causing trouble and today it finally caught up with her :( Ollie got her first BooBoo! And she was soooooo sad, I swear my heart stopped watching her fall and not being able to catch her, I felt like the worst mother!!

Forgiveness

I have come across a lot people in my life who have done me wrong...lol...and it is my luck that I am stuck with a big majority of them. Im wondering if I am really like some sucky person and so karma is just chasing me around all of the time?

I am having a very hard time with forgiveness right now. I have recently come in contact with someone I do not have very good feelings towards. I try so hard to pretend that this person is joe shmoe and start a new friendly relationship however it is the hardest thing I have ever had to do. It is hard to know even how I feel, I go back and fourth between thinking about the good times (when there was some) and all of the bad times and it seems lately that the bad feelings are really taking a toll on me. Of course it does not help being reminded constantly by everyone of how bad this person really made me feel. Am I a bad person for not letting these feelings go? Or am I a bad person for wishing things were back to the way things were when I did not have to deal with this? Maybe it is that I am selfish and not thinking hard enough of who it will ultimately affect and not about how it is affecting me. Is it really possible to forgive and forget? This person has truly ruined my view on relationships and men I have never felt so alone while with somebody or betrayed for that matter. When I don't hear from him I think "oh here it goes again" and when I do I am in tears all day. It is scary how we are affected so much by someone elses actions or lack there of.

I would love some input or ideas on how to become more numb and unaffected and tips on how to forgive and forget...

Saturday, December 27, 2008

Time to vent...

Christmas morning Justin shows up at Stacey's at like 7-8ish and is wanting to watch Chace open his presents. Keep in mind the BUTT did not even get his favorite child a present but wants to be there to help take credit...awesome! But the bastard did not walk oh like five feet to our house to at least tell Hay Merry Christmas....I pick the worst men!!!!

He is such a dead beat!

Ok I vented.....SORRY!

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Merry Christmas!

Christmas was so great this year! Me and the girls were spoiled rotten :)

It was a long day! We started at our house opening the girls Santa presents then grabbed Stacey and went to my parents were we opened our Santa presents...lol. After spending the morning at my moms we went back to my house and had breakfast with my grandparents then loaded up in the jeep to go to the other grandparents house for food and more presents :)

Hay's favorite present was the mp3 player she wanted and the red hoop earings her and Aunt Smelly picked out at the mall. And Olivia's was her princess chair.

My favorite present was all the food...lol....I know its amazing I am not rolled to each place with how I eat...

Enjoy the slide show of some of the pics that were taken Christmas eve and Christmas day!!!

Well I hope all of you had a great Christmas! We love you all and wish you all a great New Year!!!

Pics that did not fit in the slide show...


I just wanted a kiss and she just wanted to be left alone :(




I look like as big as my fat brother! But I had to put in this one because I love my Matt!

Christmas Pictures


Sunday, December 21, 2008

My life in ten songs...

I was reading a book and it had a part about music and that the music we like describes our lives and to think about what songs would describe my life. So here is my list of ten songs that would describe my life.

In no specific order.

1. Take a bow by Rihanna
2. Ready to fall by Rise against
3. Stupid boy by Keith Urban
4. Tear in my hand by Tori Amos
5. Too little too late by JoJo
6. Next time he cheats....You know who you are punk face :p
7. Something more by Sugarland
8. Apologize by One Republic
9. Cry by Faith Hill
10. A new day has come by Celine Dion (It's about her son, I have felt that way about my girls)

Hmmmm....Thats a big bunch of MAN HATING sad music....Ok so I have another New Years resolution! Next year will be all happy songs! :)

So whats yours?

Saturday, December 20, 2008

After picture...pictures








The fam that eats together stays together....lol




Today was our traditional yearly family photo. My parents thought it would be super cute for a snowy hoodie picture and Murray Park. The girls in red and the guys in green. Here are some after picture pictures. I will post the end result once we get them back. I am so happy for my mom! It has been three years since we had all the kids here and were able to get us all in one picture. Even Mark was able to make it. So after pics the rents took us to The Pie so we could all pig out after suffering in the snow.

Sophie turns one!


This week!

This week has been such a yucky week! I am so glad to see it gone!!!!

This is my list of ten yucky things about this week!!! In order of least to most yuckiest!

10. Olivia is hitting terrible twos.
9. Don't like the hair cut I chose.
8. Olivia is hitting terrible twos.
7. Being sick and not getting to take a break, I am mom and dad all the time :(
6. All the snow!
5. Olivia is so so so naughty! I tell her no and she does the same thing over and over again.
4. I got a x-mas card from the Pendo, Richards, and Edwards fam (all one family) and the kids I was a nanny for are now old enough to have their own kids.
3. I had to get rid of baby.
2. too much stress and got a cold sore :( :(
1. While trying to put up my camera Oly was climbing up the chair and on to the table and slipped well lets see who should fall the kid or the camera??? I dropped my camera to catch her and broke it :( I am soooooo sad/mad!!! The little brat butt will not listen to me she just does what she wants. Oh the joys of being a parent! So know I have to take my camera in to be serviced and will have to buy another one for x-mas and new years since my cam wont be done for three weeks.

Here are some pics of Olivia's many attempts at climbing onto the table...

Friday, December 12, 2008

Crysta....This one is for you ;)

I forgot a super duper huge most important #1 thing on my New Years resolution list!!!!!

#1. Visit my best friend Crysta!!!!!!!!!!! :)

I love ya Crysta! And I will visit soon!! And with more goodies of your choice...because I do make great goodies!

PS I love that you follow my blog so close....you need one so I can keep up on you guys!!!!

Aunt Shirley's Christmas Party


Hmmm...cause trouble now...or later???


Sisters and Friends....(I look massive in this pic)


Oly on Santa's lap after playin with the kids


The Girls


The best present ever...my kids


Bestest Friends!!!


Chace would not sit on Santa with out Haylee


Olivia's doll from Santa


My family bustin a move....I know! they shouldn't
have!!!!


I love my ugly brothers :)


Oly with mama Stacey


Stacey gettin picked on by Mike and his friend
Robbie


Uncle Mike Luvs!!!!


Livi having a blast and lookin like a
little orphan girl...she kept pulling out
her pony....lil monster!!!


Hay and Oly walkin around...


Me and my grandpa George, its amazing he is
still alive after watchin my girls every week.


Stacey and Chace


Chace and Hay by the tree.


Hay had to have this dress! She had seen it several time while we were out shopping so I thought I would surprise her and get it for her. She could hardly wait for the party so she could wear it, she sat completely still for 3 hours just so she could wear it...lol...she is getting so old she told me how she wanted her hair and what earings she would wear, she had to keep checking the mirror to make sure I did everything right she says "I think Im falling in love with myself" she kills me!

Oly did not really know what was going on only that I kept washing her dirty face and trying to keep her clean for her big pic on Santas lap...as you can see that worked well, I chased her around the whole night, she is the busiest little trouble maker. Her favorite thing was getting in the cooler that had all the ice in it she was either in it or on top of it. She loved Santa...hell who doesnt like a jolly old fat man given out candy and gifts....She was all about that!