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Friday, January 30, 2009

Aidia's big day





Last Sunday the girls and I were invited to see my friend Natalie's daughter Aidia be baptized. It made me feel so old, I remember being at Aidia's Blessing 8 years ago. I am happy for Nat and Rob they looked so happy :)

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Just call me....Bitch...lol

Ha ha....Justin text me today and asked if I was gonna let him claim her on his taxes....I thought as I was laughing "Is this April fools?" Hell no I am not letting him claim her! We made an agreement last year that he could claim her for two years IF....he was current on his child support! Keep in mind he was not current at that time either but I thought eh what the hell its coming back to me anyways since ORS would take his refund so why cause a fight....

So when I said no...lol....then I am a greedy money hungry bitch who never lets him see Haylee and takes all of his money....I laughed and said "yep" he keeps sending me nasty messages and the best thing happened I realized that after about oh ten messages I was laughing not crying! I just realized I don't give a fuck what Justin thinks about me! Im not sure when this happened but I love it! And it made him even madder that he was not getting to me! The best part is....as he is telling me I only want his money he not once asked how she is doing...lol....so who is the one that is all about the money?????

I love it!

Thursday, January 22, 2009

What up D?

I have a follower from work.. :) So Derek as your readin up on my secrets I thought I would say hi to you and Andrea! You two should make me a cheese cake I can have all to myself!!

Oh Oh....talk to your buddy about Mel!!

See ya Tuesday!

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Cant help who you love...

He has changed and it is so nice! I don't know what happened in the meantime but it helped make him a better man! That is good for him. luv em! except he looks too skinny....

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Christmas present from Brent







Brent sent Ollie a new outfit for Christmas. Here are some pics of her in it. Also this is her first day I could kinda get her out of control hair in pigtails :)

Friday, January 16, 2009

These are old pictures but I love them....I have such cute little girls :)



Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Robbie...dun, dun, dun....Part two

You know when people say they have changed but really they have only pretended to change and the same old person eventually comes out? I would have to say about 99.9% of all people I know who have told me they have changed have not really changed at all but are just better at making it appear that way...I have noticed a change in Robbie...but I am also naive, he has always been very good at charming me! Well I hope that Rob has changed it would be nice to have him around again...but only if he can behave himself!! He knows the way to my heart is my stomach lol so we will see how dinner goes....It better be one hell of a dinner :)

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Robbie...dun, dun, dun....

So speak of the devil! After a good 5 months or so Robbie decided to try to chat today. I was shocked I was in the middle of a minor spat with Brent when I got a text from Rob. I was kinda surprised since I kinda just started ignoring him in hopes of him getting the hint and leaving me alone, which was way way hard for me since I have a really hard time staying away from him! Anyways I got lured into talking with him, we ended up talking all day...He begged for us to at least be friends and finally I gave in and agreed to being friends. I am wondering how friendly he wants to be because as soon as I agreed to give friends a try he asks "So are you still great looking?" lol I told him no that I had gained a couple hundred and shrunk a few inches...So not to get any ideas :) I should stay away....Well see....

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Survey about 2008

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! Here's a little survey about my 2008...

Kissed someone new?
A lady never kisses and tell ;)

Done something you've regretted?
who hasn't

Lost someone?
No thank God!

Tripped over a coffee table?
I don't know anyone with a coffee table...but if I had I am sure I would have done it.

Came close to losing your life?
Yes in a since...I'm still recovering.

Read a great book?
I read for the second time Why is it always about you? A book about narcissism. I was trying to understand A few people in my life. I read the Twilight series also.

Grow apart from anyone?
Yes...

Did you change at all this year?
Yes, I lost a ton of weight due to illness....got harrased for being too thin....then gained weight. And the best is I have started standing up for myself and started worrying about what is best for me and not some looser guy.

Did you get your hair cut?
YES! And now I may change the color or grow it out again...hmmmm who knows.

Were you in school?
No-

Did you get good grades?
N/A

Did you have a job?
Of course, someone has to support my children since their daddies don't

Did you own a car?
I am super close from paying off my loan and owning my Jeep....

Did you move at all?
No!

Would you change anything about yourself now?
Yes but I don't want to get snotty remarks on what I would change.

Do you think 2009 will top 2008?
I really hope so, 2008 was one of the worst years of my life.

Any big plans for 2009?
Trip to Cali....I know I know

What did you love the most about 2008?
The time I got to spend at home with my girls.

What did you not like about 2008?
Getting sick and missing out on a year of my life....and the long still ongoing recovery :) So again I need to thank all my family and friends who helped me out!!! And who continue to help me out. So Happy New Year everyone!!!


Some goals and dreams I would like to try to accomplish this next year
~I already posted my goals. So ya. But the biggies are to pay off my jeep, have my down payment for my house, and DRIVE!!!!!!!!!!!! I would love to be driving again!!!!!!!!!!!


So....whats the damage??? $$$$$$

I decided to go on a shopping spree today...I bought a lot!! But I got great deals :) So here are some pics of the stuff I got my little girllies.


Ollie's new pink Vans.

Lil Roxy hoodie and shirt for Ollie, and a cute
pink shirt for Hay. Its amazing the smaller stuff
is more expensive...

There is a new store called Jack and somethin or other
anyways this dress for Ollie was originally 88.00 and Hay's
was 55.00....Lets just say I got a steal of a deal :) These
will be their Valentine day dresses (I love holidays, one more
reason to shop)

Stacey insisted Ollie needed this swim suit
I ordered Hay the cutest Roxy one online
so of course O needed one too!!!!

Okay I know...out of control because I did not even show what I got for myself :) Oh well whats wrong with a little money spending???

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Dont die of shock!

My friends I am gonna share with you something very unusual that happened to me today...Let me set the scene...It is noon and oh no I lied it was one see usually I would be eating at noon but today a couple of our procedures ran a little late and through us off schedule...So back to eating, some mildly attractive drug rep brought in lunch and I ate a ton as I often ok most every meal do and our next patient was not due for a while so I thought "how am I gonna kill a few min?" "Eh I will check my email and bank balance"

Ok! You may need to sit down for this, I will pause for a moment so that you can sit....pause.....pause....Ok I checked my balance and to my surprise and I do mean surprise ORS had take money from Justin and yes gave it to me!!!!! It was like a qaurter of what he owes per month but none the less.....CHILD SUPPORT.....from Justin.....loser on unemployment....what a great day!

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Thank God for the Z Pack!


So little Ollie Polie got the bug right....Poor thing lost two pounds being sick....would not eat.... :( after she just made her weight so I decided instead of taking her back to the dr. where good chance we would get sent to primary I would just ask one of the fantastic docs I work for if I could call her in something. Now my kids are lucky because they can take the Z pack and I am allergic to Erythromycin so I cant take it so I get the long term take twice or three times a day meds....anyways we are now on day three and finally she has developed a appetite (well a Ollie size appetite) So whatever it was it was not just a common bug. I am so lucky!

And also, speaking of the awesome guys I work for!!! I was having to make up time since we had two days off each week the past two weeks for the holidays and I also had to take off time for Olivia So I had three days 33 hours out of a 88 hour check....YIKES....So in the process of making up time (I do not get paid holidays :( ) I complained a little about how it sucks to be my only income and when I have to take time off since I do not get financial help for either of my children that It really messes up how I do things. Well they decided to pay me for Christmas day and New Years day!!!!!! So at least that added some to my upcoming check!!!! I am so glad I finally left the Heart and Lung where I was treated like shit, over worked and under paid! Moving to UTPS was one of the best decisions I have ever made!

Wow I got off track...Olivia is doing better! :)

Sunday, January 4, 2009

The good old days!

Today I got a little nostalgic. I was thinking back to when I was in high school and how much fun it was and what a different person I was. My biggest worries were if I had gone tanning and that I had a dress to the next upcoming dance...lol...those were the days! I remember thinking about my life and how back then what I thought my future would hold, lol whether I would end up JAM or JAG. I would marry either long term boyfriend Jordan and be Jennifer Anne Minnick (JAR) or long term on again off again Shane Gailey, I would have one child and be a stay at home mother. We would own a large home with a pool and always be in love ha ha ha! I was so naive but I loved it! Those days were so easy! Sluffing class with the guys from the football team and eating spicy fries from Sconecutter then going to the house with out parents and making out :) ah good times! Now days I still see Romney, I periodically hear from Jordan who is a St. George police officer, Shane knocked up Harm's friends older sister while we were together and now is divorced, Rena is in Oregon and here I am....Life has worked out very differently then I had planned. Man being an adult sucks! But I do at least have my little girls who make every day bright! I love them so much...unexpected yes but soooooooo worth it, I would not have planned it this way but I am so happy it ended up this way :) Love you to all my friends! and esp. to my beautiful little girls!


Me and Rena Graduation day. My hair was so
long...and curly!

Me and Jordan in Seattle over Thanksgiving
with his family.

Lol...me and Shane Graduation day. His fam
took us to dinner and sooooo many pics.

My Romney! and Ken who is covered by this
colored glasses wearin guy. Oh the trouble we
caused!






Saturday, January 3, 2009

Update on Ollie


The past three days have been HELL! I am unsure how but Olivia picked up a bug...a bad one! She has been throwing up and wont eat :( last night I finally got her to eat a few little bites of one of Melody's protein bars. She is still not eating but has stopped throwing up and will have some water in her cup.

I hate when the kids get sick especially when they are not old enough to tell you what they need and you just have to guess.

So a lot of sleepless nights! thank goodness it is finally the weekend so at least I don't have to be up all night with her then go off to a 10-12 hour day.

I cant wait for the spring and all of that beautiful sun and warm weather so there will be less getting sick!